Really can't call it . Yesterday with pains was convinced it would be a bfn, TODAY, kind of allowing myself to think oh my god I mught be pregnant. Got low down pains but not quite like when Af comes a calling. Perhaps I am getting my hopes up a bit.
Think P is not feeling the importance of this day as I am. Just messaged him and said I was nervous. He said about what? Tonight? YES TONIGHT! But his baby is his business and while he wants this, I know he's scared and there's a part of me, even after all we've gone through and how fantastic he is, that thinks if it's a Positive result he might think oh my god what the hell have we done. I am scared of all this changing our relationship ...I know bit late now, but that's the thing isn't it, you're on the cusp of something you really want , and doubts set in.
These hormones eh?
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